half way to news years new new years resolutions:

- slaughter ppl w kindness

- but say what u feel tho

- no unnecessary guilt 2017/18

- YOU ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN YOUR WORLD RIGHT NOW SO GET YOURS GIRL OMG ://// STOP PRETENDING OTHERWISE

today i felt like i was annoying everyone w/ just being alive and trying to be nice and i *know* it’s not me it’s just everyone else’s circumstances n mood.  but it still hurts n shit.  but lately i’ve been combating negative feelings by being extra productive and forcing myself thru the world to find the goodness!!! and it’s been working gr8!!  and now all i gotta do tonight is come up with cute outfits for my trip to ny so i’m gonna just get stoned and look cute af playing dress up : )))))))  

my new years resolution was to connect w people i haven’t seen in a long time and i’m going to visit my good pal who moved there a while back.  but i’m also finding the kind of things i need from people and what i DON’T NEED and loosening connections i have already with people.  focusing fully on me because i have so much work to do.